Haven't written here in awhile. Facebook allows for little snippets of venting, mulling, releasing with almost immediate feedback from family and friends.
Here I am just talking to myself.

My heart is heavy tonight. So heavy I feel like I can't breathe.
Dad has cancer.
Again.
What is the phrase.... "third times the charm?"   This one might be the one that takes him out for the count.   Bone cancer.  Yuck Yuck Yuck.
Fuck.

Favorite uncle has colon cancer.
Dog is dying of parvo.

My heart is heavy.
I feel selfish for feeling blue.