It's a new day

Okay so I guess some people are tired of my Eeyore post. :) (Can't say I blame ya!)
I'm not the best journal keeper, sometimes I skip whole years. But since I have someone on my case (you know who you are) I'll go ahead and update my blog.

Things have been looking up and up and up. The sun is out, the birds are chirping, flowers are blooming again and I can send my kids outside to play!! Yippee!
I'm eating healthy and have managed to curb my sugar cravings and have lost five pounds since last Monday. I have a freezer stocked full of prepared casseroles and I even managed to get all the laundry done in the house. (All of it, can you believe it?!) Can you imagine me clicking my heels in the air?

I am so far from where I was on that last post. I hope the pendulum never swings back that way.

Going to the park to fly a kite!

just bitching

I've been in such a funk lately. Winter blues maybe? Bored stay at home syndrome? Stupid hormones? I don't know. I just want it to be over already. I have crap to do. But when you're in the middle of a down swing you don't feel like doing anything. My house is being methodically dismantled by toddlers and I have no energy to keep up with them. I haven't slept without sleeping pills in months. My weight loss plan has flown out the window and I've had strawberry shortcake for breakfast and lunch. And snack. At least it's sugar free cake and fresh organic strawberries. I hate when I get like this for no good reason. I have a relatively problem free life. There's nothing I can pin this mood on and it pisses me off even more. I want a reason so I can fix it. I started a makeover project on the girls' bathroom to try to snap myself out of it because painting always, well usually, makes me happy. But even then my heart wasn't fully in it. Grr.
I don't know what's wrong with me.
Attempting a girls night out tonight. Hopefully some laughs with some good friends will get my butt back on the right track.